The Way of the Independent Artist

The internet is a blessing for the independent creative. It gives us distribution, reach, control over how our work is presented. It also gives us freedom to do the work we most want to do. Having rejected the false notion of success, I have after some years arrived at a pattern of productive activity which I find sustainable.

First and foremost, I get regular time where the phone is off and the mail is left unopened while I work creatively on new stuff, or garden the back catalog. I might stay in the studio, or walk with a notebook, or take a guitar to the woods, but it’s my time to think and to exercise my imagination.

Then there are collaborative creative sessions with other people, which I love, gigs, events, shows, and keeping abreast of culture, which is important since that’s the field I work in. Other times, I’m calling people on the phone, developing projects, writing articles like this, editing video and audio, organising productions, work for regular clients.

Then there’s life, love and cooking. It’s a good rhythm and it works for me.

Growing up and finding your place in the many-faceted worlds which are the creative industries is a task which until recently was left almost entirely to chance. Especially in the UK, there is very little education – notable exceptions being the Croydon’s Brit School and Liverpool’s IPM and only very recent government initiatives to assist in creative career-building

For an independent songwriter musician, there’s never been a better time to get your music out there and find your audience. Avenues to revenue are changing radically, and internet business is changing all the time, which I find very exciting. We can license our own work, set the price and collect revenue ourselves, with tiny overheads, courtesy of Sir Tim. Sure, we lack the marketing power of a multi-million dollar corporation, but that doesn’t mean we can’t find an appreciative audience, and make a living. We might not be able to get into the high streets that easily, but we can certainly get into the living rooms, the pockets and the hearts of our audience.

I make money from music, but I’m very grateful for having other talents which mean I don’t have to rely solely on music for income. I’m with composer Charles Ives who believed that if you were writing with your eye on the balance sheet, it was bad for your family, and bad for music.

We can emulate Hogarth who used the modern technology of his day to make a small fortune from his prints and get through life without a patron, largely pleasing himself.

On a business level, it’s also my preferred way of working. Half my family have been print technicians, running their small business, or working for bigger ones. My press is the internet, and I am a journalist as well as publisher, as well as a creative writer, video maker and musician.

HogarthOn a personal success level, my advice to any artist, young or old, talented or hopeless, is this:

So long as your family isn’t starving, and there’s a roof over your head, and you’re not doing anyone any harm, just crack on with amusing your muses.

Call whatever you decide to do “work” and then work until people take you seriously.

Look out for things that might stop you working – like, poverty, illness, jealousy, envy, drugs, dodgy dealings, badly-maintained cars – and avoid them.

Be nice to people, get help when you need it.

Keep going. Make friends. Dress up. Don’t be distracted. Do your best.

Consign wankers to the mental dustbin and pay them no attention unless it is to remove them to the karaoke bar.

Remember the wise words of The Residents: “Ignorance of your culture is not cool”

Keep your feet on the ground and your eyes and ears open.

If you see paparazzi, photograph them.

If you become famous, remember you’re a Womble

Keep going, try not to be ripped off, don’t forget the milk.

Post to Twitter Tweet this Post to Facebook Share on Facebook

Success, or Celebrity?

There is a problem with our modern definition of popular success, which positions it somewhere between the Grammies and rehab. Celebrity culture has totally erased the idea that being an artist is a vocation, not just an audition for the next series of Crap Idol.

Dean in the Daily Sport in June 2006 for writing
and producing John Cleese’s world cup song

Most importantly, isn’t this modern concoction of TV-and-tabloid celebrity rubbish, injurious to music, and don’t we all know that by now?

Confusing genuine artistic success with celebrity is a mistake which naïve artists and fans tend to make, but this banal, distorted looking-glass cult of popular fame is not anything a rational person would want.

The music business is horribly wasteful of good talent when it does appear. The media, vicariously picking over the destroyed personal lives of “stars” says that people only buy what they want, but we can’t blame the punters for the lightweight, airbrushed wallpaper that passes for contemporary pop. Devoid of real purpose, it’s not surprising that so many musicians self-destruct.

The entire media edifice is morally bankrupt, as well as in financial turmoil. Like banks, media corporations have been poisoned by bad decisions over many decades, by out-moded technical and business strategies, rampant greed, unbridled capitalism. There is very little variety at the heart of mass entertainment, and only occasional good quality surfaces, despite the millions sloshing around.

So who, apart from Cowell and his TV backers and imitators, determines who succeeds and who fails these days in a public sense? How do we measure success, if it isn’t by TV and press coverage, and consequently making enormous pots of cash from having your image in every high street?

The fashion-based music press still exists in some cocaine-drenched bloated bubble of decadence left over from the 60s and 70s and 80s, but do they really still have the power make young bands into household names, their chief ambition to be on the front cover? People love the bitching, we are told, the style wars, the egos, tribalism, sex, power, money, and adulation. Can’t we offer better options for our young talent?

Obviously, there are many better role models than Pete Docherty or Amy Winehouse, but it’s the disasters and the mess that get splashed across headlines, not the many thousands of quiet professional successes. Robbie Williams back on drugs is a story, but an engineer turned songwriter making a hit album with Robbie Williams is of far less interest to mass media.

These less well-known people are in fact the mainstay of the creative industries and it is a point that needs stressing and explaining to ambitious children. The Oscar winners we remember are ones the news media makes a fuss of, the lead actors, the directors, the stars, but it’s worth remembering that awards also go to the sound designers, script writers, editors, special effects technicians, without whom, no show.

Post to Twitter Tweet this Post to Facebook Share on Facebook

Am I A Voyeur?

Some collaborations are as unlikely as apple pie served with anchovies, and yet, if there is enough shared intent to bring the enterprise to fruition, the songs produced can be unexpected miracles.

In 1998 I was recovering from exhaustion, clinical depression and a long-term relationship breakup, feeling bleak, despondent and wasted. I hadn’t much to give. Enter Mick Martin, one of the most creative people I have ever met. Possessed of a profound and subtle musical sensibility, Mick had been part of the trio of Habit, the first band I wrote with that achieved commercial success, and appearing out of the blue, he somehow twisted my unwilling arm and got me involved in his music project.

Mick is a fan of pure pop, as well as artistic luminaries such as David Bowie, Tom Waits, Kraftwerk. When I first met him he was technician and a one-finger keyboard player, but that didn’t prevent him from having good musical ideas, many of which came from the time-honoured route of audio collage and sampling. Mick is also good collaboratively; with a strong sense of when a song is truly finished, he works hard to achieve his visions, but is prepared to share and include ideas, which is important. Mick was working with singer Emma Whittle, a backing vocalist in his brother Vince Clarke’s band Erasure. Our writing sessions benefited from Mick’s work ethic and the down-to-earth use of his own remarkable talent, which is conceptual and original but which doesn’t rely on being an instrumentalist, as much as his determination to write material for Emma, who he sincerely believed had what it takes.

Mick would never use his relationship to his famous brother for self-aggrandisement, or even (it sometimes seemed to me) perfectly logical advancement. If anything, having a famous brother made Mick wiser to the downside of the music business and conscious that he must tread his own path to succeed. Having brothers myself, I could understand that. But despite this caution, we did get to trade favours with Vince, and together we worked on material for Vince’s side project Family Fantastic and thus we earned studio time in Vince’s wonderful, sunken circular studio.

Emma hadn’t done a lot of writing, so the project was as much about writing songs which connected with her complex internal world as it was defining an artistic statement which we all felt could work in the hard, outer world of music business. In 18 months, we progressed from bouncy synth pop – the kind of material that Habit had been good at – to a more sophisticated, darker trip-hop tinged style which suited Emma’s voice and moods.

For me the pearl in the set has to be “Am I A Voyeur?” which is based on an infectious lounge groove in 3/4 which Mick had constructed. I was having a strong lyrics day, and working through aforesaid depression, wrote a fluent, punning lyric about the crime of looking but not having – an accurate description of my own situation – around a lazy jazz verse melody, which rose and soared plaintively in the chorus:

“Am I a voyeur on the outside looking in?
Find me a lawyer and book me for my sins
My case is hopeless, I have the wrong attitude
Guilty or blameless, the prosecution has to prove…
No judge or jury will hear my confession
Even if it’s over just won’t learn the lesson
God is my witness, and I have had enough
Release me I’m a prisoner of untouchable love…

Around you my whole world keeps turning
Inside out, so close we’re moving..”

Happily, Mick and Emma liked this idea, and the production went well. The icing on the cake was musician Sovra Wilson-Dickson who played delightful Stéphane Grappelli-esque violin for us in the middle eight.

I always thought we should translate this song into French.

This period was possibly the most important in my songwriting career. It arrived when I was spent, and showed me that I could still produce good songs, no matter the state of my emotional life. It’s not essential to be completely screwed up to write meaningful romantic songs, but it does give you a lot of material which is much better out than in, and I did need to let it out.

It also did me a lot of good to express myself through music without the strain of having to be the leader – Mick was leading the project, and Emma was the singer, which gave me a lot of freedom. The discipline of writing and producing, and the fellowship with Mick and Emma restored a level of confidence to me quite rapidly, which might otherwise have take years longer to resurface.

Some musical projects are healing to the people involved in them – for me, this was such a one.

Post to Twitter Tweet this Post to Facebook Share on Facebook

When Zappa Met Morcheeba

Recording has always been a passion for me as much as songwriting. When I was ten, my older brother Stephen brought back from Japan one of the first plastic, lightweight hand-held audio cassette recorders, which after a suitable absence of his attention, I purloined and used avidly. Hooking up with friends, inspired by psychedelia, early electronica and audio comedy (The Goons, Monty Python) I was making multi-layered overdubbed audio, using reel-to-reel and cassette tape.

After three years intensive use of audio-visual equipment at Middlesex Poly art school in the early 1980s, it was partly my knack of producing decent sounding demos which brought me my first professional writing gig. Making albums with other artists, performing with my own band, and running a small part of Beethoven Street studios, by the 1990s I was helping out on sessions with big stars, and starting to take seriously my role as producer.

Adrian Huge by Mark Holthusen 2007

Adrian Huge by Mark Holthusen 2007

Finances at the time were either feast or famine – this was the middle of a recession – and I was always on the look out for friendly studio owners with whom I could barter. I met Adrian Hughes, aka Uncle Lumpy (right) the drummer from the Tiger Lillies who hailed from Deal, Kent, on the south east coast of England. He introduced me to Dave the owner of Astra Studios near Folkestone, who gave me access to his 24 track studio. It was there I met Paul and Ross Godfrey, who went on to become Morcheeba. Paul, the 20 year old older brother was at the time, deeply suspicious and cynical, but nonetheless brimming with talent, knowledge and curiosity about music; and Ross, aged 16, was a perfectly charming musical prodigy who spent most of his time in a hippy daze, learning new instruments.

Paul did some audio engineering on a couple of my tracks, and we collaborated on several songs which came out well. I was expanding Paul’s horizons as much as he was impressing me with his Beastie Boys-inspired approach to beats and sound textures. We were working on the marvellous but temperamental mixing desk that had produced the Queen classic “Bohemian Rhapsody”. When it worked, it sounded great.

morcheebaIt was all lots of fun and quite promising. Ross came on tour with my scratch band to Palermo, Sicily. Unfortunately, we also took his friend the snide sax player, who decided to play on Paul’s paranoia and having taken the money and enjoyed the gig, bitched on his return that I had been scornful of Paul’s lack of experience and had publicly demeaned him. I hadn’t, of course, but nonetheless, a schism ensued as intended, and thus ended a fertile period which could have gone further.

I had worked hard for our little project, even taking the demos into Capitol Records and receiving a really good response. Still, many are the fish which you do not catch and one can waste a lot of time and energy bemoaning that fact. It was already clear to me that Paul was the driver of his own project and wouldn’t have the need for someone like me around for any length of time.

zappa_16011977_01_300I don’t carry any regrets or grudges, indeed, the opposite is true. I am still proud of some of the songs, particularly those which came from my lending Paul some classic Zappa, which he loved, and promptly looped. I thought so much of it that I even took it to Los Angeles in December 1993, and set up an audience with Frank’s lawyer to license the use of his music in this song. But in this endeavour, time was against me. I was mid-deal when Frank Vincent died on December 4th. Few people knew how desperately ill he was, and it was a shock when he died tragically young, having left a huge legacy and inspired more bands and individuals than you would know.

Years later I met up with Ross and Paul at a music festival where I was working for Amnesty International, and they seemed content with their success as I chatted with them backstage, not just the level of it, but the manner of it. Paul was considerably chilled and a model of politeness – not how I remembered him – and confessed quite spontaneously that he was something of a changed man from the irascible, angry young man I had met not a decade previously. Ross was unchanged, still a beautiful player.

Writing and performance credits for this song “Not So Bad” are: Paul Godfrey, lyrics, spoken vocals, Dean Whitbread, lyrics, vocals and melody in the chorus, falsetto backing vocals, Ross Godfrey, keyboards and guitar. Overall production is by Paul – with an obvious musical debt to one Frank Zappa, RIP.

What I love about this song is the dramatic contrast between Paul’s study of decadence, indulgence and insanity, his narrative based on the death of Brian Jones from the Rolling Stones, with a marvellously laconic delivery, peppered with sudden blasts of confidence from a man convinced of his own genius. Wonderful.

The groove ain’t bad, either.

Post to Twitter Tweet this Post to Facebook Share on Facebook

The Subliminal Ballad

The Ballad is a kind of song essential to almost every artist’s repertoire. Most often it is a slow love song of joy or heartbreak. It is the song never heard in death metal or nosebleed techno. It is the song which cuts across generations and cultural divides. It is the song most easy to massacre, and also the song which lingers longest in the affections. It is the song you sing at 3am, drunk, when all other songs have left you.

Many years ago I wrote some great ballads with Guy Sigsworth, a now well-known writer and producer. Guy’s background was Cambridge classical, and the first music I heard of his was a rather bizarre marriage of dance music and harpsichord. Quite obsessive, Guy was capable of producing really tight arrangements imbued with his very English suppressed emotion. He could produce reams of backing tracks full of musical ideas, but what he couldn’t do easily on his own was cross the divide into lyrical, expressive territory and finished pop songs. Guy had some success with Seal, and later with Bjork.

One of my favourite songs is called Cut Me and I Bleed, and I lived with this track, which was at that stage a sketch without melody or middle eight, as I spent time in the town of Glastonbury, Somerset. The music has a hymnal quality, and Guy’s swooping bass and melancholy-sweet organ arrangement seemed to fit the frustrating romance I was experiencing, in this place centred around the majestic ruins of Glastonbury Abbey. Returning to London, the song formed in my head, I added guitar and strings, completed the middle eight, and wrote the melody and lyrics in a day.

A couple of months later I returned to the town, cassette in hand, in order to make a gift of the song to the object of my affections. Walking up the high street, depressed and rather lonely, I heard the bells of St John’s in Glastonbury High Street toll. Their distinctive rising and falling melody has exactly the same form in the song I had written, every other line in each verse. I knew at once that the ever-present chimes had infiltrated my consciousness and emerged subliminally in the ballad.

Aside from having a direct connection with my history, I still feel a lot of affection for Cut Me and I Bleed, as it manages in my view to begin with a personal experience and transcend into something universal. It expresses the urge for healing via love better than anything else I have yet written. As for what happened to that particular affair, well, as the lyrics imply, it didn’t work out; but, some months later, I did meet a woman who was to become central to my life for many years, thanks to music and the Glastonbury chimes.

Post to Twitter Tweet this Post to Facebook Share on Facebook