Are you excited now ? I AM ! ! ! ! !

Well it is exciting, isn't it ? Well, isn't it though ?

Here comes the full moon in Aquarius. Now I have given up astrology - as Henry Miller said, I've thrown the map away - but I still know where I am even without it. This is always a big one for me. I have Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Mercury and my Ascendant all in Aquarius, and very close together, all opposite Uranus in Leo (no sniggers please). It means.. well.. it makes for a lively life at times, unpredictable even. One reason I crave stability I am sure.

Now then now then. It's been a beautiful summer's day, and to my surprise I am slowly adjusting to being without my beloved, although I feel strangely incomplete still, the rawness is lessening and I even sleep more than 3 hours at a stretch. Last night I managed 7 and a half hours at once !

I must be mad - I watched most of the Kerry speech online today - will he oust Bush and will it matter ? I fucking hope so.

God bless him and his patrician pants.