It's been a few months since I wrote fiction - here is episode one of a new story which was inspired by a moment I recently witnessed on the Underground.Mrs Abigail Sunderbury wore black. She did so not out of religious obligation, nor fashion choice, nor mourning, but simply because at the end of her thirties, two decades previously, she had recognised that she was no longer a Mademoiselle, as the French would have observed, but a Madame.

Mrs Sunderbury had never visited Paris, although once, when she was twenty six, she had been invited there for a weekend by a colleague in the large department store that she worked in, keeping first Bedding, and then Stationery, then after studying for her exams, Accounts, in good order. She had declined his passionate invitation calmly and quietly, knowing that he was working his way through the most available and gullible female members of staff, and her confidence, though small like her diminutive frame, was sufficiently intact to enable her to refuse this offer which could end only in tears. Years later she wondered whether she would have fared any different in his amorous scheme - he had asked her three times, and when he transferred, returning to a wife secreted in Hartlepool, he gave her a present, a pair of 18 carat gold, hooped earrings.
Mrs Sunderbury had later met and married Mr Sunderbury, a customer who had charmed her at the till and wooed her with flowers and compliments; but the marriage had not been a happy one, marred by his obsessive, secretive gambling, hidden debts, and unpredictable domestic furies which had terrified her. Fortunately, although it did not seem so at the time, he met his end after only nine months of marriage, in a car accident in appalling weather on the way back from Newmarket. His life insurance cleared all the debts and enabled Mrs Sunderbury to establish a reasonably comfortable life. She continued to work at the shop, did not attempt further intimate male relationships of any kind, and watched the years tick by without effort.
Mrs Sunderbury was about to turn sixty. Soon the world she knew would end - forty years working in a single retail establishment in Central London, and she found herself uncharacteristically thoughtful. She was making a rare trip out of London to meet up with her distant Hungarian cousin Ilona. Dressing in her usual black, she found herself putting on the gold hooped earrings, something she did to mark events which were outside the normal routine.
Ilona was a sweet women, she observed, whilst patting her short hair in front of the mirror and applying some careful foundation, if a little dotty; but family was family. She exchanged cards, and they spoke on the telephone once or twice a year. Ilona was connected from her mother's East European side. The post-war diaspora scattered relatives across the world, and only two had arrived in England - the others had all headed to America and Australia.
Mrs Sunderbury left the quiet semi-detached house she inhabited in Southgate and set off for Victoria station. She would change at Finsbury Park, rather than Green Park, she considered - she would almost certainly get a seat all the way. Down the elegant stairwell and onto the station platform, as was her daily commute, but with long-overdue holiday time taken before it became meaningless, she was in the unhurried late morning, and taking unaccustomed time to observe. She carried with her a robust, shiny black bag, which seemed far larger than it was in contrast to her own slight figure.
She plonked the bag firmly on the seat next to her to deter squashers, a technique born of long experience, and as the train moved south, she took out a cheap paperback book and began to read.
"His main concern was being found out," she read, "as he parked his throbbing Bugati on the gravel at the side of the East Wing." Her lips were tightly pursed and her brow furrowed as she concentrated on the pulp fiction romance that was her staple diet. She knew it was trash, but it was a predictable distraction from the loneliness of her mundane existance. She read the sex scenes like a gardener viewing beds of annuals, nodding with approval at appropriate planting, variation of colour, and clever use of foliage. By the time she had arrived at Finsbury Park, she had witnessed consensual adultery, rape, and a particularly vicious poisoning.
She managed to switch over to the Victoria Line train and took exactly the same seat as she had occupied on the Picadilly Line train, putting the big black bag back on the seat next to her. Screwing up her face again, she delved back into to book, hunched against the carriage. At Kings Cross the train started to fill, and a large young black man wearing descending trousers, a personal stereo and several gold chains sat directly opposite, contriving to sprawl and yet at the same time, nonchalantly respect Mrs Sunderbury's space. At Oxford Circus, the train became really packed, and finally, a young woman with a murmured "excuse me" sat down on the sliver of seat that was left; but Mrs Sunderbury took no notice of her buttock-shifting wriggling manouevres in her attempt to achieve a better perch, lost as she was in her book, and in any case, accustomed to fiercely resisting any such encroachments on her territory.
As the train neared Victoria two stops later, the young woman, half-off the seat, rose early and stood next to her boyfriend, who had remained upright gripping a handrail. He raised his eyebrows and said in a voice loud enough to be heard, "She could have moved her bag!"
The young woman flashed a smile of gratitude for the sympathy, but indicated with her eyes that it really was not worth making a fuss. He caught the meaning, smiled back, and kissed her quickly, affectionately, and she laughed. The train began to slow, and more people stood up and prepared to exit.
Mrs Sunderbury lifted her gaze from her book, and seeing that Victoria underground station was hoving into view, stashed the book into the bag, and rose. Just as she did so, the train slowed suddenly, and most of the people standing up were thrown forward. Mrs Sunderbury made a sudden, anxious grab for the handrail, and her hand accidentally caught in the hoop of her left earring, which pinged off and flew across the carriage. It landed unnoticed by anyone in the open top of the boyfriend's backpack, and fell into the pages of a travel guide.
"Oh!" she said, startled by the violence of the train's movement, trying to steady herself and not fall on top of the young man in front of her, who despite his cool, registered a look of brief alarm. He swiftly pulled himself up to almost vertical, chivalrously took her flailing right arm and held it for a second, allowing to readjust her balance.
"Thank you, I'm sorry, thank you," she blurted out, flustered, small hot spots burning through her makeup, embarassed by his male proximity.
"Oowite, oowite," he calmly reassured, gently levering her back onto her feet now that the train had slowed and stopped. Mrs Sunderbury clutched at her left ear, as the young woman and her friend stepped onto the platform, realising that her earring was missing. Her sharp eyes began to dart around like a bird, to the floor, the seats, the passengers who were remaining seated. People were beginning to enter the train. She couldn't see the earring anywhere. It must have come off when the train jerked. But where was it? She felt an old, cold fear, and with a tremendous effort of will, steadied herself physically and mentally, picked up her bag, and left the train.
On the platform, Mrs Sunderbury made sure that the other earring was still there, took a deep breath, and decided to deal with her feelings once she was on the train to Redhill.
End episode 1